Last night before falling into a deep sleep, a thought flashed into my mind. At that moment I was wondering if I could ever help my family to see through many illusions in this life. To help them reach a higher spiritual level. I've seen through many things in life, I could feel peace, love and compassion. Can I help my family to experience the same things ? Is it possible ? Is it that I was born to seek the truth but the rest were not ? Actually, this is one of the biggest question that I've not yet found a satisfying answer.
For now, I can only pray that God will guide all my family members to truly understand what is the essence of living. To see through that life is just a temporary arrangement. To know that what truly matter is our soul. To believe that at the end it is how unselfish our soul have become that matters.
There are many things in life that I still don't understand, and there might be many challenges ahead that I have to go through. It is my faith in God and my believe that life is a test, that will bring me to the end; to the end, not with a broken soul but to the end with a better soul, a stronger soul who has passed all the tests and a soul who is no longer selfish.
I hope I can help my family to become that kind of soul. I hope I can help the rest too, but if I can't even help my family, could I possibly help the rest?
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